Patience

It is very hard to have patience when you cannot get the one thing that you really want. It's hard when you see everyone else succeeding but you are not in the same position. But once again it is all about patience!

Going Back

Sometimes it's hard to go back to the house that you used to grow up in. However, sometimes you have no choice. As I go back to the home that I have always known it brings back memories that I've always wanted to forget. It holds pain, happiness, sadness, first times, and everything in between. The one thing I'm scared about going back is going back to the pain that I once ran away from. I left for a reason, to just leave all of the pain and sadness for good. Unfortunately, I have to go back to that, I have to go back to the place that I never wanted to be. I have to see the same rooms that I cried in or the same floors that I had to lay on. O well, I guess I have to see if things have changed or if I have to go back to the way things used to be.